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banging bully!

[prick of a project]

well .. today .. during 5th period .. i did the damn oral *snicker* presentation ... such a bitch i know ... i think my group did fine .. i guessh ... i tried my best ... i shoulda done a visual aid ... maybee it woulda helped our grades ... ish man ... but ... i asked around ... and dey said i did it well enough .. i took the five min.s requirement ... i think ... was loud for everyone to hear ... {maybee understand?} ... even rox .. who i saw was like practically not paying attn .. took notes .. but rudi ugh .. he made fun of me .. well .. tease is a better word for it ... he said dat i was funny .. like when i pronounced pequot as peacock ... {how stupid was dat!} and how i looked up at the ceiling so much ...{in my defense .. i was trying to think of what to say} and how i kept on moving my hands a lot ... shit .. the imitation he did of me was hilarious .. which means i looked like a total imbecile ... urgh ... but the best part of the whole thing .. was dat shamus was making fun of me!! hehe ... it was great!! .. i know dat must be the stupidest thang you ever heard a crusher like me say .. but ... lemme get my point across:

[i <3 being a teasing target!]
>> it shows that he noticed me
>> he paid attention to me
>> he looked so cute when he did that!
>> he so hot when he mocks me!
>> he enjoyed me!
>> he listened!

^ahh!! and to think ... i thought all of dis up with one sideway glance!! i knew he was teasing me cuz he was in the front .. and he was moving his hands in the air .. looking about .. hehe .. i wanted to laugh so badd!! hehe .. hmm .. i think i got my first wink from a guy .. rudi shot me one .. i had to smile .. hehe ... overall .. it wasn't so badd .. i just wish i cut down more ... and i prepared more ... etc ... i hope nobody was too bored at the end .. i had to rush a bit .. i hope i was adequate at least ... i hope i did well on the summer reading test too ... i don't like being screwed ... shit .. i'm being screwed right now .. addiction to the net is not a good thing ... welll ... byee!

mrs. shameless shamus

8:35 pm - 09.29.04

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