flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you know ... i can probably think of 100 things i never want to lose... ...you know there are worse things to lose. I just have to remind myself of that sometimes. I lost a $100.00 bill yesterday (same day yet different time). Someone may have stolen it from me at famous footwear... I did leave my bag unattended a couple of times. And my mom reprimanded me not to do it because of that very reason... (and of course i didn't listen) but i don't think anyone did because i didn't really see anyone near it... but damn.. if anyone did... and at most i left it alone for like 3-5 minutes... but still... i'm an idiot for doing it. i can be naive... thinking that my shit will be ok... i should've known better. or it could've slipped out when i was buying manga... that was my last purchase and i think it was in there... and i was soo pumped up that it could've gotten away from me... it has happened for ... in another bookstore... god .. i hope someone stole from me--- i feel like such a loser but i recognize that there are worse things to lose: ... you see? there's soo much more to lose in this world. and right now, i don't value money that much... it's not really what i want... yeah i want shit... but i can wait. but fucking crap!! i want to know where it is! like i want to go to famous footwear and ask them if i can see surveillance tape on that night. i think i will.. the next time i get the chance. i hope i find it soon. it kills me to know that i lost something valuable. i really hate myself but i'll get over it anyhow. i'll probably lose something more valuable than that anywhow. such sad truth from such a sweet girl... eileen 7:01 am - 01.08.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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