flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Law of Loss So I want to remember something. For the next time I lose something. I just discovered something that might ease the pain of losing something i value. When i'm sure that i lost something, i calculate its monetary vaule to myself... then i recall the circumstances of the day i lost it: how i lost it, what i was doing during that time, who i was with, how preventable, etc. and then i arrive at a conclusion of that day and whether i can say it's worth it. like what if my day would never had turn out that well if i hadn't lost it? then i take it as truth. because i just realize something... everytime i come across something great.. i always lose or break something of great value... and in the end... it could be worth it... if losing money is the biggest price to pay then i'm willing to pay it forward if it means i'm gonna continue upward. i'll gladly lose any amount of money and maybe a little sanity and ego if i just do better than i thought i ever would. it's a strange correlation i swear. but God... don't you think it's a little drastic to put this shit on me like this? or maybe ... maybe i shouldn't pin the blame on wyrd... i should just blame myself like i always do... but honestly... i think we're both at fault. eileen 12:36 am - 01.09.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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