flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'll write better next time. so things ... i feel.. are getting progressively better. i was right ... yay! ... buying those books DID make me feel better. all i have to do is read them... i hate being unsure... but i will get on top of that. and i have to talk to mar... i haven't talked to her in awhile... starting to miss her a little lol. but i still need to improve my notebook... i haven't touched it in awhile.. but homework first. .. you know this entry is getting boring... i want to write poetically and be all deep but this is how i feel like writing now. it's strange... i'm pursuing a career that has to be adjacent or contingent to writing yet i write like this? well i know that it won't last long... that's a comfort right? i question myself too much... i want to stick to this regardless of the situation out there. i don't care if there is a shitload of communications people. or that it's damn hard to get a job out there. or that it's not practical at all. because i will make it. i will work damn hard to find the job i want to do. but if it doesn't pan out well... i guess i can try nursing lol. but give me a decade or something hehe. eileen 2:36 am - 01.20.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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