flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ...otherwise i'm screwed i hope this is working... my creative zen M player is messed up... at least to me it is ... i put it on randomn play but it doesn't play all my songs... it's really jacked up... but i can make it do randomn when i do it another way... but ... i'm uncomfortable seeing that number.. i think it was 527 ... instead of my 6-- ... and i'm going through so much fucking trouble trying to get it straight... even though i know it's simpler to let things be... i wonder... is this how i deal with things in other parts of my life? even i know it's ridiculous to do this... but i do it anyway... even if it's a waste of my time... but fuck man... i want that function to work right. hopefully it is... i got it to go up to 544... this time i'll make sure that both even out rightly. i'm gonna stay up all day and make myself go to sleep later on.. i don't care if i am dead tired... i just want to do it lol. people annoy me soo much... i hate them... i just want to be by myself sometimes... i don't want to write what pisses me off because one day i'll read this entry and i'll get mad all over again. so if you're reading this future eileen... i'm doing this for your own good. i want the me of next year to forget the peeves of this year... that'd be nice right? another reason i want to stay up is to eat brakfast... i haven't done it yet here since the beginning of the semester. i'm gonna start doing my work today... well i'm gonna have to hehe. i waste my time with sleeping soo much... but these sleeping patterns allow me to avoid people in the most efficient way... but in order to get my work done i have to sleep normally. so i have to sacrifice that for productivity... this sucks. eileen 5:04 am - 01.21.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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