flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'm such a loser i'm so fucking upset. why? because i lost my zen player. i swear to you.. i don't remember bring it outside of my dorm.. but it isn't here at all. like it ran out of battery and i set it aside. but that was days ago... and now i don't know where it is. and i feel so ill and terrible. and i know this is gonna affect my homework doing and studying and shit. and i want to cry... but i have to do this work. regardless of what happened. but i don't know where i placed it. that's it. i'm locking up all my belongings that are valuable. i don't care how inconvenient that is sometimes. but shit. where the fuck is it????? i'm so wigged out. it should be right there.. but it isn't i told myself i wasn't gonna lose another thing. but i already did. and i feel so awful. i just want to die. but i'll get over it. but i want it soo bad. why the fuck is it gone??? can someone tell me that? eileen 4:18 am - 01.26.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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