flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- seeking zen I need to catch up. and not just in the diaryland entry way. but with everyone else i feel so behind... like emotionally. and everyone is so close... like sometimes i feel like we're close.. but they come in phases and moments. and they're always fleeting. i feel close with anna and mar... but not really when it comes to the people here. but i can build this right? i can work this out and make sure that it'll be alright. and i'll start today. before i went to my spinning class i invited jen and caitlin to go watch a movie with me. hopefully they'll both come. it'd be nice but i need to catch up on my sleep. i get so tired. i can't believe i took a gym class and i haven't really slept at all. messed up.. what makes it doubly so is that i haven't eaten yet. so yeah.. i struggled. and i smell from the sweat lol.. i hope my creative zen player is gonna be alright.. i'd hate for it freak out on me now. and i worked so hard on downloading and putting ish into it. i'm gonna get so sad if it's busted. god these entries suck. but i'm going with the way i'm writing. i feel better.. less inhibited.. and i don't need to think right now. i mean... i dont know what's wrong with me... it takes me forever to make a choice.. even with picking out what food to eat or what i have to do next. maybe i just need sleep. and do the laundry and take a much needed shower. but hey... that's only 3 things and the laundry i can do later. and oh yeah.. i should eat... because thursday will be last day on campus for food and ish... and i need to figure out how many meals i have left so i can plan out when i'll eat and shit. god this must seem boring to you. but this is useful for me. and i'm happy to report that it looks like all my songs are intact.. and my zen player is charging up right now. so, so far, things are going fine. hopefully, this trend will continue. eileen 11:47 am - 02.06.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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