flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary

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quiz results... this entry is not what i intended it to be really...

***Your Birthdate: June 23***

People wouldn't take you for a passionate person - and that's where they'd be wrong.
You can develop deep emotions quickly, and you're the type most likely to move in with someone after a few dates.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 5th, 14th, and 23rd of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?
http://blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/

so i was curious about who was born on those days and i immediately looked up rob's which indicates the following:

i meant saylo by the way.

1.) i wasn't sure if that was his birthdate.

2.) and i still wanted to know if we could be together.

but then again i did that to all the boys i thought were cute.

also.. kevin m. was in that list.. and i forgot jon's b-day... i know that its in june.. but i can't figure out a way to find out what his b-day was...

you know... i used to remember that date... it's either June 4... i think it is june 4 rather than june 8.

this sort of news makes me happy.

but then again... this is just a quiz result... doesn't really mean anything anyway.

yeah... i am pretty passionate .... although i put up a front of being pretty cold... but i can be pretty devoted to a cause.. or a person..

really i can.

god... am i that easy? do i really fall for someone so quickly? or is it not referring to that? i don't know if i would move - in soo soon... am i such a slut?

not to say that it is a slutty thing to do that... but that's way too fast and drastic... and i guess it's wrong of me to think that moving in that soon is slutty.

but really... moving that fast could indicate nothing else but that i'm a skank and so is the man i'm dating.

but then again... i've NEVER been on a date... so i'm not a slut yet.

god this is so stupid... i'm judging myself and others before i know anything about me or them.. or the situation behind the whole move in thing.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

^wait a minute buddy.."forced/"

like fuck i'll deal with shit like that.. honestly.. i don't want to be with anyone who treats me like shit.

i'd rather kick him in the crotch.

even if it's a girl.

... just saying... i'm not a lesbo.. but i do think about it.

alright that was candid.

but hey it's okay right?

but i like the fact he was sarcastic... but too much hurts you know?

but the marriage.. yeah that's sacred to me...

i do have debates in my head about whether i should get married.. but it's just that i can't ruin something that's so good to people you know?

i really have to find someone who i want to be with forever to consider marriage.

the love-commitment thing.. right on target... it does require commitment.. something i'm not willing to give right now...

yeah i want to be in love and shit... but that requires effort and time that i need to focus on my studies on ...

so i guess where i'm going at with this is that i should wait til after college to find love.

...wtf?????!?!??!?!

oh my gosh i'm thinking like my parents more and more everyday.

like in elementary school/middle school i thought my parents were ridiculous for thinking that i should wait til after college to date.

then in high school i thought that i should date in college.

and now i'm in college.. and i think i should wait til AFTERWARDS????

the fuck...?

either i'm scared of boys... still.

or that i am agreeing with them and actually see where they're coming from...

i think it involves both.. but ... thankfully... more of the latter.

yeah.. i want to date.. sort of ... but honestly... they just weigh you down lol.

i'm serious.. i get hangups over my flings.. and that ish is affecting me.

just imagine what i'd be like if i was dating someone right now.

*shudders*

creepy right?

but oh well.. c'est la vie right?

we all turn into our parents...

at least that's what i'm hoping... in regards to my mother only..

my father can be such a basturd.

she's beautiful.. and so kind.. and considerate... and i know i get frustrated with her.. but i honestly love her.

and my father... well.. i'm warming up to him now... i can ALMOST forgive his harsh criticisms and cruel comments.

but i don't think i'll ever forget it.

but if i do... i hope that it's for a good reason.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

^i think.. for the most part.. it's true.. like i was pretty surprised at the results.

but perfectionist? hardly... yeah i want ish to be perfect... but my room isn't organized at all.

You Are A Fig Tree

You are very independent and strong minded. A hard worker when you want to be, you play hard too. You are honest and loyal. You hate contradiction or arguments. You love life, and you live for your friends, children, and animals. A great sense of humor, artistic talent, and intelligence are all gifts you possess.

^for the most part it's right.. but animals? i would never get near them..

never.

Your Attitude is Better than 50% of the Population

You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.

^huh.. fifty percent? that never happens.. usually.

Your IQ Is 115

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Genius Your General Knowledge is Average

^... ok.. even this test says i don't have much common sense lol.

Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating

You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together. You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change. You should major in: Statistics Speech Conflict studies Communication Finance Medicine

^omg.. i can't believe i just got reassured by quiz that i'm going in the right direction...

screwed up right?

like i haven't felt that confident in my major choice...

but i feell more so.

again.. screwed the fuck up.

Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent

You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Design Engineering Philosophy Physics Political Science

^crapperton...

eileen

9:37 pm - 02.06.07

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