flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- too many needs that have to be done Soo... yeah. I don't know ... i feel like ignoring everyone. and just not deal with any of them. I mean it. I'm getting annoyed at people for no reason. and i should start my paper.. and my readings... but am i going to? probably not. but just to prove myself wrong i'll do it. anyway... i'm just... i don't know. I'm just typing whatever is coming out first... of course i'm gonna press the backspace button.. that's all eventual. I feel so out of place... it's really weird. i need to fix that. I want to feel better about this ... have a kick arse convo that will get me on the up and up... but i don't know if that's gonna happen really. that could've happened today... if i wasn't listening to my voicemail... tom came and passed me .. we said hi to each other... and i don't know if he wanted to talk to me... but i really wanna talk to him. and yesterday... i saw him and brian at birch... but i was just gonna get take out ... and i picked it up and i only said hi to kristine and lauren... i was too lazy to go by them... i didn't even acknowledge to them that i saw them. i don't even know if they like me... i feel like such a fuckn pest. why am i like this? i know i am annoying sometimes... but so annoying that they hate me?? that's fukn crazy. but i don't know... people are weird... and so am i ... and i can't read how people think of me... but oh well.. let it go right? i'm completely frustrated with myself... i want to fix myself and get all happy like i was on monday. but i don't feel like that today. i need more sleep.. and i need to do work so i can be more firm in academic positions and shit. god.. is that even the right thing to do?? *sigh* whatever. eileen 3:44 pm - 02.21.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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