flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i need to fix my gaydar. So I'm freaked out. I was looking at my crush's facebook... and read his "interested in..." and i found out that he was interested in MEN!! holy shitters i did it again. this is like the 3.5 time this has happened to me. I mean there was keith, eric, and maybe miguel... i don't know if he was gay or not. but shitt... i just pointed alex out to joia and told her i thought he was banging and really cute.. and tom was right next to her .. and i think alex saw that i was looking at him.. and oh my god. i think i'd prefer it if he was straight and he knew i liked him.. then if he was gay and he knew i liiked him. man i fucking hate facebook. it misses me up.. and i told myself not to lok at crush's profiles.. but nooo... i had to .. fuck me. i don't think i'll tell anyone this... just under status i'll put "i'm in shock and i blame facebook." my initial reaction was omg omg omg omg.. what the hell wtf?? and i was wheezing and nervous laughing and shit.. i had this bug eyed expression it was bad yeah. i hate this soo much. ohkay.. i'm just gonna shut the fuck up about this... not tell anyone about this .. except for you guys who are reading this ... and keep this as a secret. besides... i haven't kept a secret to myself in such a long time. i miss doing that. alright i'md finito. eileen 5:54 pm - 02.22.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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