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i need sleep

... i didn't mean to go that way...

one day... maybe.. i'll explain that first line.

right now i'm not up to it

frankly.. i felt like i told this story too often to ever let it be type-written.

but then again.. i should remember this right?

i need to cleanse myself like now.

but there is soo much to do .. so much i want to do .. so much need.

and i want to do it all... but i have to take care of myself.

that's my first need that i should attend to but right now.. i'm not doing that.

for example.. i lack sleep.. much needed sleep.. and i have a gym class in a couple of hours.

so i think i should just get ready and go to bed.

i know this is all mundane to you... so fucking boring... but i'm just not poetic enough to do write it more elegantly... at least not immediately.

i wish i could.. i wish i could transform this into a metaphor.. try to make this an everyman experience for anyone to relate.

but i suck at this.

i'm so terrible i'm awful.

and i don't know what else to say.

eileen

3:28 am - 03.06.07

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