flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- wrong at 18 it's weird... you know how when you make a mistake.. and like years later you look back on it.. and you would sometimes say, "well, i was young..." is it really a valid excuse? i know naivete is a legitimate excuse... sort of ... but being young? how passable can that be? age is just a number right? it shouldn't mean anything ... oh wait.. is age and naivete the same thing? no right? oh gosh i don't know. i was 5, i was 10, i was 15, i was eighteen.. if you had the knowledge, you shoulda known better. we all have morals, at least i think we do, some sort of honor code to live by... we have tools to research on this ... we have friends, strangers, priests, teachers, authority figures, family, the internet, forums, walls, blogs - we have so much at our disposal right now. as soon as we learn how to talk, how to type, how to write, we can show everyone our problems and try to relate to them that we are in a dilemma. i believe in advice... most of the time it has helped me out... or at least made me wiser to learn from them (as in the person) when i commit the wrong deed. but then again... i do tell a lot of things to people... but i don't really ask them to help me ... not usually... only a select few.. marrielle, roxanne (well.. used to be), anna, caitlin (now...), joia.... i think that's it.. i don't know if the list will expand... hopefully it will... probably not.. we'll just see how this semester.. this year... this life will go. i hope i don't make the mistake of trusting the wrong person... oh well... i was wryong eileen 3:08 am - 03.09.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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