flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'm not doing this right. i'm watching Mirrormask right now... it's quite wonderful. it's my second time... the first i watched it at my school... in the h-wing auditorium... i was by myself... didn't want to be ... i invited a lot of people to come... most last minute... but they didn't want to... maybe because it was short notice, i was late, they had class/ something else they rather do, or it was because it was with me... i'm so stupid sometimes... i think the worst of people when most of the time it isn't true at all... and why do i always think that everyone hates me!??!?! i'm so ridiculous sometimes... people tell me that they love me and that people do like me and adore me and love me... but maybe they just think that it'll make me feel better if they lie to me like that... i guess it's hard for me to believe that almost everyone likes me when i am me... that's just so weird... i mean... i don't know really. i don't think these entries through anymore... i don't know if that's a good thing.. i mean for one i don't get too selective of the shit i'm "publishing"... making it more uncensored... but then rubbish and ill-formed thoughts get into this diary... i don't know. reap what you sow right? hmm... i wasted a lot of time... didn't do any studying or any work that i was supposed to do... these are the final days of my spring break... and this weekend i'm going to volunteer for the FIND conference... i have to read that damn book... great expectations... i have to review for my readings in humanities midterm... i have to think of a topic/ catch up on the fuckn reading for western civ... i have to go over what i'm gonna say for my part in the oral presenation for communications... i have to do the reading/ assignment for mredia literacy.... i can do it... i just have to do it earlier than i would've ... i don't think i'm gonna go out tomorrow... it'd be bad... i need to start doing work... someone threaten to kick my ass.. quick. eileen 1:35 am - 03.15.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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