flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- seriously. fuck off. so.. right now .. i'm happy :D because .. this guy named tom he wrote on my facebook wall. and the last time i contacted him was like 10 days ago... i texted him while intoxicated telling him that me and him should hang out after spring break because he's such a cool guy. and when i sobered up and saw that i sent that ... i didn't regret it... i was a little embarassed by my candidness ... but when i thought about it... if i had a little more courage i would've sent it. and now that it's friday.. or technically saturday... the last weekend of spring break ... he wrote on my wall this: you have to see The Host... but before that... i checked my email.. and when i saw that he wrote on my wall.. oh good i got soo excited .. and i turned red... and i was getting hot and bothered... in short.. a pretty kick ass feeling... despite how nervous i felt.. but damn a good feeling nevertheless. anyway... like maybe a month or two back.. or maybe just weeks ago... i ran into him on the library staircase.. and we struck up a convo about battle royale.. and weird, asian horror films.. we talked about old boy and other flicks... and i told him that he should call me or whatever when he's gonna watch a weird japanese movie like that. and he never brought it up... until... sorta.. now. so yeah... i'm happy... he remembers what i said to him.. what we talked about... i always thought i was forgetable.. but now.. i'm learning otherwise.. thank you tom for giving me hope. but fuck you if it's useless. eileen 4:22 am - 03.17.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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