flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- was any of it worth it? ... i didn't get to take the pictures of the guys i wanted... i didn't even wave to some of them... i guess i just wasn't interested in doing it... i mean the waving... sometimes i just don't feel like talking or greeting or do anything with anyone. but i did wish that i talked to tom about the re-cycle movie... it's a korean {or maybe japanese?} movie that's about this best selling author that's trying a new vein of writing: namely horror. and when she writes it, her life gets stranger, characters from her novel appear in real life. the set designs are reminscient of the movie Mirrormask which i adored. i really want to watch this. and i really want to talk to him... but i think i've given up on him.. but after reading that last letter {for matthew} from unsentletter.diaryland.com ... i think i changed my mind... i have to make an effort and be close with people.. i have to try. i just have to be more selective... especially with the people and with the words i say... maybe getting drunk isn't a good idea after all... i mean... yes i'm glad i told pete but do you really think he'd took that seriously? i doubt it... i know that nothing is going to come out of it.. but i can hope... i just want to be friends with him. i'm a little scared of what people think of me... that's why i set my facebook so that only i can view pictures of myself... but people can get around that. i think i do regret facebook... god... i'm starting to regret a lot things that made me happy.. or maybe it wasn't even happiness at all? god i don't know i think i'll find out after awhile though... it's bound to happen... i just hope that i don't.. i don't need anymore regrets right now. eileen 5:26 am - 03.27.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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