flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hopefully.. i'll like it. holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit. i logged in my ramapo email address account and i got an email sayiing htat KEVIN!!!!! sent me a message on facebook. i slipped off my chair reading that... lisset must think i'm a freak now.... i did that one other time at the computer... when i copied and pasted dj's convo with me in his im.... i was asking jen what he might feel for me... and dj was like what was this? and i said it was nothing and he didn't press me on it. there was one other time i freaked out when i was notified that kevin gave me a comment... i refused to read it for like a month... and it was harmless... he wanted me to go over there and play video games like old times and my comment was for his high school graduation.. and i only read that message in like july or so... i'm such a douche. now i want roxanne.. the only person i told... to read this... because 1.) i don't want to read it.. i'm so scared he'll hate me or something 2.) mainly number one haha.... besides... i don't really have history with other people here... even if me and joia didn't fight... i don't think i would've asked her to do this for me. maybe caitlin... i don't know. ok.. i have to stop.. i'm being an idiot... i don't want to do shit anymore. i need to do homework.. mann... my hands are so damn shaky and nervous... ughhh.. i need to get my mind off this shit. eileen 1:09 am - 04.18.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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