flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so.. yeah.. *sigh* i still haven't talked to kevin... i really {don't?} want to... i'm so conflicted. this could end very well or end very badly... i almost expect it {almost want it} to end in disaster. ... i think that's a sign that i don't live the most happy of lives... which is stupid.. because what conflict.. what struggle have i ever really been up against? mostly against myself.. and i guess a few people... but i put and pin the blame upon myself. i'm excited about my projects in school... my individual project and my paper... and the mummy one is going to be great... but .. well... i haven't gotten the ball rolling on my other projects and homeworks... i have to do them soon.. there's so much going on this weekend .. i don't want to let studying get in my way... i want to do the projects and watch the barrio and spring awakening. i can't fucking wait! i'm so excited! you don't understand how much i'm going to love this weekend! although... part of myself is dreading it... i mean... shit... i haven't done any work for the alternate mall project... and i'm falling behind in my work... i'm scared that i won't do well in readings in humanities... i know i could've gotten an A if i just do the work on time... but hopefully i'll get a t least a B. i don't count on it though... oh well.. i learned my lesson at least on that. i want a push please. eileen 6:28 am - 04.20.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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