flippantbebe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the good news is almost all my final grades this past semester were A-s. The bad news is.... you know ... if it isn't one thing... it's another. i so fucking hate that. a couple of days ago i found out i got a fucking F in Western Studies I. that brought my cumulative gpa to a 3.3 which means i'm still holding up my scholarship but i don't see how i deserve it fine.. i kept on being late to class... and he absolutely hates that... but being dropped down like 2-3 grades?!?!?!? that's fucking insane. was my paper really that bad?!?!? i didn't think it was.... i thought i did pretty well in the final... i mean i messed up on like one question./.. maybe he didn't like what i gave him? i don't know. shit i don't know. i wrote an email to him the same day i found out my grade... asking him to explain to me why i deserve that grade.. hopefully he'll reply back... otherwise after a week or so i'm going to have to contact the school and be a bitch about it. for the past few days i've been using as many "escape routes" as i can... to distract and detach myself from this. luckily, since it is the summer, i was able to do that. i've watched a very hilarious and cute japanese movie called "kamikaze girls" and anime. i've watched tv show and read comic strips. i've been listening to music and i've been playing on the ds. i've been playing computer online games too. i've taken pictures too. i did anything i could that would be diverting my attention from this shit.. anything healthy and happiness inducing. i know it's not the end of the world. i've been thinking about making a list of worse things that can happen... but i'm worried that shit will occur... so i won't type or write it out.. cuz it might happen... it's what tends to happen... at least in the movies and whatnot... and i think it has happened a couple of times to me. but luckily i've been around my cousins when i found out... so i had to be happy acting and shit... and i was talking to people online so they gave me some comfort. i just hope that i can accept this and let this go son... i want this resolved so fucking bad... now this is a fucking sucky start to the summer break... shit. eileen 3:41 am - 05.19.07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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